You woke up. You in my life. Wonderful you(th). The rest does not matter. You are not afraid to tell the truth. You say, not because you want to prove something or to insult. You speak the truth, because it is too many lies and you can infect too many people with this dirt.
A lie destroys you, but the truth gives life turn. For you a "Yes" answer is firmly "no"- the same thing. Loved ones can feel rage and sad. They will be on the person from the past. You can call it crazy, silent, and selfish. I can talk to you, but without you to listen. It's something normal. They have their own path. You-your.
You will never understand in this sense. No you will not be viewed with admiration or a loved one. You will not be accepted by all, and nobody is obliged to be with you. Every day you will discover true friends. You will discover their true family, the true source of support. Friends can disappoint. Their misery does not depend on you and your not responsible for them.
You need courage and talent to live, to feel down on the earth, and to be aware that you have no other choice than to live. You become immune to accusations of generations past. You will not ever turn into the person you want to see the surrounding. Now you could be scary. The future might seem uncertain. But I never felt so alive, so wild and so free.