the lion is always king
For a long time, I've been fixated on revenge.
No, I don't mean looking to hire an assassin to eliminate someone who wronged me.
I mean just wanting a tiny form of justice.
I want the apology.
I want the knowledge that my wrongdoer suffered somehow.
I want my karmic reward to come sometime.
I want a lot of external shit to be happy.
But... life doesn't work that way.
You don't get what you want all the time.
And that should be the way.
You can't keep reaching out just so you can be happy.
You gotta look within.
Accept that life doesn't make sense.
Accept that common sense isn't so common anymore.
Accept that there're good days and then there's bad days.
Accept that people will not act the way you want.
Just accept.
Then do your own shit.
It gets better.