The greatest pride is to be yourself & to rely on yourself, without relying on other people.
As bad as any of your past, they have passed. Try your best now to prepare for a better future. the future is not just where you go, but the place you create through your thoughts, intentions, and continued action. If you can not dream of your future, then you are the one who does not know where your life purpose. one of the happiest things in life is when both our parents smile proudly over what we do. When you feel regretful, thinking of repeating the past, think about what you have right now. Be Happy! real men are always faithful to their partner, they choose to separate if it can not be together. Betrayed is Coward. No need to try tuk always perfect just because you want to be loved,
what you need is he who can accept your shortcomings. Never give up if you still want to try. a hard thing to wait for, but the beauty of love is worthy of your time.