"Pops man is no more," My sister managed to utter with so much tears in her eyes, to me it was just like a movie.. "Hmmm, maybe he's sleeping, he'd surely be up again! " I told myself and tried so hard not to let my courage fail me.
Dad was my best friend, one whom I confided in and my superhero, the moments we shared together were Priceless and I can't even let go of how precious they were.
Grief is something one can never get over no matter how long it may seem, everyday has a way of reminding you of how dear your loved ones were to you and no matter how much I fight it, I give in to tears because life of course has set in.
There are times I wish my pops man were still here, sometimes I need to seek Hisguidance and assistance, but then I realized that void can never be filled by anyone.
Other times, when I think about all the moments we shared I smile but the tears secretly finds its way out of my eyes.
Recently, I yearn to see him and just feel his presence and all I wanted to do was share my wins with my pops man when I realized he's no more, are there times I won't even feel his absence?
It's been years but it's still feels like yesterday, because he was so amazing to us, he was a great guy and an awesome dad any child could ask for.
While reminiscing about the good days a song came to mind, the Courage song by celine Dion.
I believe in my weakest moment that's when I am more powerful, Courage don't you dare fail me now!
It's takes someone strong to move on from a hurtful memory, to pick myself and move on.. It's even harder because the world is cold and brutal, the only thing that keeps me going is the courage I've mustered from the very first day of his absence till this moment.
I am resilient enough to embrace the future with positive mindsets and an open mind that though there's so much causing me pain, life is still beautiful to live and share with the ones I've still got in it.
I do not dare take anyone whom I've got in my life for granted because I don't know when it's gonna be the last moment with them, everyday of my life counts and cherish all of them.
I am still willing to face whatever life throws at me which is beyond my control, even though it's really hard!!
This song has given me strength beyond my imagination and that's the power of a beautiful song, its so relatable and it feels like Celine Dion made this song specailly for me, great songs never gets old no matter how long they've been released.
I can now smile knowing that I am much more stronger than life itself, I won't stay unhappy no matter what. I admire my strength, I admire how much I've embraced life and how cheerful I stay even though life Stole from me, someone so precious and something so priceless.
The image is mine.
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