Somehow, since my teenage years I have been a rebel. I loved opposing to how most of the people around me thought.
I was brave enough to share the opinions which were mine but were not popular.
I have always felt being a creep. Someone who does not and cannot fit in. Someone who is different (and not necessarily in a better way). Someone who did not care much about what people thought of me.
Ages ago, back when I had blue highlights in my hair I wrote this poem. Still agree with it )
Here it is:
I don’t need permission to make my own decisions
I have right to be bold even if I don’t wear gold
If I dress like a vandal it doesn’t mean
I can’t wear sandals
And if I really like Prodigy
it doesn’t mean that I’m crazy
I don’t really care about what people say
they think I need roots & ties
But I think otherwise
If I scream loud when I’m mad
it doesn’t mean that I’m bad
and if I wanna become independent and rich
it doesn’t mean that I’m a bitch!
When I was writing stuff similar to this, Radiohead's Creep was one of my favourite songs. I adored the sounds and I totally fell every single word in it.... and of course I screamed parallel on the top of my lungs.