I have been posting less and less and even though the intention was there to write more, interact more, comment more, focus on 
I gotta be honest with myself, I can’t do it.
I am going through this huge process at the moment which means all sort of residual shit is popping up and needs to be dealt with.
And I just don’t have the energy for other things other than myself.
I am struggling with myself majorly.
It’s like I am finding out who I am again or something.
It is damn weird yet good yet frustrating and it leaves me like this open wound; emotionally raw.
And I need to honour that, entirely.
Need to honour the process, the flow, the movement.
I need to honour myself.
Steemit, I truly love you with all of my heart but I am taking a little break.
No promises about if I will post.
No promises on when this will be over (cos I do not know)
No promises about anything.
Maybe this will all be over in a day or two.
Maybe I will not post at all for the next few weeks (I am going to Lisbon for a holiday next week and I am not taking my laptop with me!)
Maybe it’ll take longer than that.
I don’t know.
Time will tell ey?
But know this, I am not gone.
I am hiding in the Steemit shadows looking out upon you all.
I am still lurking around on Discord and reading your posts.
I am still here.
Just a little less than usual.
BIG love,
Ashley
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