GAP

This photo inside is my 2 elder brothers and my lovely parents and taken in 2013 chinese new year.

This photo bring back a lot memories when my dad still alive. But now, he is in the far heaven and looking on us.

But you surely will ask why my title is gap. Yes, today i will tell you the story within a youngest child and the relation with his dad.

We knew that parent will pour out everything for children and hoping they can love haplily in future. Same as my parent. But since child, I never have good relation with my dad. We less talking, we less interact. But me myself know, he is trying his best to feed the family and hoping everyone in good health and condition.

I still remember one day when i am a little kids, my mum is at home and cannot fetch me from school. Instead my father came a lone to school to fetch me. When i know my mumis not around, i refuse to go home with dad and cried because mum not there. This is still fresh in my mind.

But when i get adult, i understand the sturggle of him to feed everyone. I sometimes will follow him to work. My dad is a lorry driver and will take booking from customer to take sands,rocks or even brick. I will help my dad to cover the camp to prevent the sands and rocks not flying all the way when travel.

The gap between me and him still never lesser down, we rarely talk, we rarely have time to sit down together. The time that we are sitting together is the time when we having dinner.

Till the day he is leaving us, I still busy with my work and missed out to meet him. Ya, this is the most regret thing. Thats why now i am very appreciate the time i am with my family.

I really hope my story can let everyone to appreciate the time with family. Dont wait until they leave then regret, that is not the good feeling to get.