my story

This night was darker for me
Not because of the increasingly faded moonlight
But because of something I can not explain
Especially after I hit the incident

I feel stupid among you
After what I tried to express
I understood that I was just what I was thinking
It's not my wish to be what people want from me

Especially you guys who do not really know about me
About all I think about my mind
I do not know what should be my attitude

Hate?
There's no way I can hate you
But somehow I feel like a desert that goes along together on earth but becomes a mudharat for those who cross me

Then people became afraid of me
Either plan what God prepared for me
To be a lesson to me that I am me
In the night I thought it stiff

I feel I'm not me
See how my time passes
I really feel that this choice is what is my fault
To me is an anomaly about what just happened

I can not believe that it's all gone like this
For you, I'm sorry for what I did
I realize that I am like a bird that will not fly like you
See the world from the desired side

But here I am just silent
Seeing the world the way I can, not what I dream
At the end of this poem I just want you to know
Although sometimes I'm hard for you to understand
Believe that I know who I am
Because I'm just me