Im wide awake, i cant sleep the whole night. I am currently under trials, demons are ruining our life,shaking our faith and taking the life of our beloved someone. Since last month, i been through a lot of tears, yes..literally a guy like me shed tears of sadness, fears and grief....tears of grief after losing our beloved someone, my tito Itok.
Last month, when my father was rushed into hospital due to severe skin diseases or they called it, cellulitis. It took us a weeks before he got fully recovered and he was again rushed to the hospital last week because he cannot breath normally, it was due to his lung problem.
This was the time when my grand mother was in a hospital, and the guy wearing a white sand has just passed away last day
It was the same time when my grandmother was also rushed into the hospital due to stomach problem, where she can bare any longer because of pain. He spent almost one month in the hospital and and found out that he has a lumps inside his large intestine that blockage the foods to get inside his stomach. She supposed to have an operation to remove the lumps, but the doctor suggested not to due to her age. Instead, she need to limit the foods to eat.
Caption from his facebook post, this was the photo when he visited his mom in the hospital but after a week, he passed away.
And just last day, we got a news that one of my Tito, who is the son of my Lola, has passed away due to cardiac arrest. It was a sudden death that the doctor declared DOA. We are all sadden by his lost, we can't even imagine at the age of 50 and he did exercise every day because he is a navy reserved.
Death is unpredictable, it will happen anytime in our life. We must ready for it. Lets take good care of our body and do not abuse it.
We still never gave up, we stand awe and keep our faith within ourself and always pray to God for guide us always.
To my Auncle Itok, you may rest in peace.