I showed up for you and you destroyed me in return.

I showed up for you even when I never loved you, I was there all the time protecting you making you safe without your knowledge, I fight for you even when you're not looking, people talk bad about you but I stopped them by force, I didn't care about the money I spent, I just needed to know if you're there for me too.

Well we all know you never did. you only say bad things about me which is not true but I don't mind, I'm used to it so I let it go. you destroyed me every way you can. in the end what did you get? I never understood what you wanted but now you're alone, no one there to care for you, no one to love you, you just by yourself still finding ways to torture me. you have so much time on your hands I am an obsession to you it's weird why would u kill the person who cared for you and showed up for you.

I did everything I can I wish I was a bad person because being a bad person to a woman seems to work. setting rules and boundaries was the answer all along but if I did that in the first place you won't last a day following those rules. But here I am setting rules and boundaries ever since I left you and amazingly everyone listens to me now I never thought it would work but being decisive and pushing through everything works and people actually respect me more even people who doesn't like me but until today they call me and checking up on me not because they care but they respect me.

Weird part is they want to be like me. never thought I was good enough but strangers are kinder than people u care for thats the sad truth in life. This chapter is coming to an end I lost money and time for you it was wasted no benefits I didn't learn anything from you that's the worse part because you have nothing to teach just another demon using a human body. those 3 years I could have achieved so much but it's OK I am growing and moving forward faster than ever.

getting rid of you is the best thing in life no wonder people celebrate when they are divorced because it's worth the celebration. the death of uselessness in a partner the death weight that we can release to the dogs and filth. the disgusting human that should not been born is released to the wild. no more excess and that's the best feeling ever.

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