Hi, I'll keep it simple, pardon the intrusion,
I realize we both got lost in that confusion.
Does it really even matter anymore after all?
Communication destroyed, neither will call.
I can't help but wonder is it crazy as it seems,
That I still find you randomly in my dreams?
Is talking this stuff out really so complicated?
Feel like you left, but can't I know you made it?
Only thing I ever wanted was you to be happy,
But putting that in words turned it all crappy.
The world is full of things shiny and brand new,
But I keep thinking about sharing it all with you.
I guess I know now what you found oh so scary,
You were scared of me, that's what I must carry.
A lack of self love and no concept of self respect,
Endless reflections of possibilities we wrecked.
The flames burn bright and true transmutation,
Phoenixes rise from the pyre of true creation.
Maybe we both just got burned by that inferno,
What I felt was real, that's the only thing I know.