It took me a while to discover that there was something that I liked so much. And that he enjoyed doing it. Sometimes the routine consumes you in the same way that happens how you are in a sentence today:
“ I wanted to go back, but 45 years of my life went too fast”
So, enjoy what you love doing to the fullest. And if you still do not find out what it is. Start today to look for it. Time passes and it is up to us to decide how to live it.