So I'm sitting here at my job filling in the time between boring monotonous phone calls trying to figure out a way to never have to come to this place again. Although I am doing nothing, this place is draining my energy. I'm not a negative person by any stretch of the imagination. I love the positive energy I get from just interacting with positive people in everyday life. It's like being high on a drug without actually taking a drug. When I come to this place, however, I can feel that energy leaving me.
I know this is not where God wants me to be. I talk a lot in my posts about feeling the energy of the universe to know what is right. This is how God talks to us and right now the message that I'm getting is that while I'm sitting here, I'm not fulfilling my purpose in life. So I write. I'm writing this on my phone because it makes me feel good. In a minute I'll get another call from someone who doesn't want to be at their job for help with the same problem for which they have called in 100 times before over their last 30 years of being here. Then my positive (pause...just got that call... resume) energy will be depleted once again.
How do I get out of here?!!!!!
I want to write and I want to make a decent living at it and in my spare time I want to help others. Steemit seems like the perfect platform on which to start, but there's one problem. Nobody responds to or comments on anything I write. Come on people help me out here. Throw me a bone! Send me a comment...good or bad. Let me know what you think. You don't even have to waste one of your precious upvotes on me (not right now anyway...LOL). I just want to know what you think about anything I'm saying.
Do you agree? Do you disagree? Does my writing suck to the point of making you vomit? What gives. So far, this is the most anti-social social platforms I've ever been on. Even my enemies on Facebook tell me to f*ck off every now and then and I appreciate it because at least they are communicating with me.
I feel so alone here...
Help.......