Well all those feel good endorphines from my Sunday race are long gone and I've been left with a crappy work week, a tired body, and have been kind of ignoring the crypto market as it's still in it's decline because that's kind of depressing too.
So what am I to do to get my motivation and mojo back?
Well, I have a 4 day weekend that's just started and I want to get back to doing things like this pose but I'm impatient about recovering and letting my body rest from the race I ran Sunday. So I guess I'll just take it one day at a time and recall moments like this when I'm feeling down.
Yeah that's the stuff right there. That's the me that I want to be around all the time but unfortunately life just doesn't work that way. None of it.
Our jobs are going to hand a us a steaming pile of crap some days, the crypto markets will be the crypto markets (wild and unpredictable), but we do persevere and good days do happen. This picture is proof. I was just playing around with this pose and I managed to do it in such a perfectly straight line that I was amazed when I saw the picture because I felt like it would look awful (that's how it felt to hold that pose long enough for the picture).
I look at this downtrend in the crypto markets as the same way I do the amount of energy and happiness I have in my life at any given moment. There are so many factors that affect it and it's mind boggling trying to get to the root cause of so I just try to go with it...Things can't be great all the time and without the bad times all we would know is good so we wouldn't appreciate the great times and good achievements. It would all just be the same old same old, and how exciting or fun is that?
I know I've kind of rambled in this post but I'm trying to tell you something. Just because something bad is happening now doesn't mean it's forever. Nothing is forever in a human lifespan. Things will change in all aspects of our lives. An.yd guess what?
You can initiate and inspire change... Yes you!
Whether you're spooked about the crypto markets, uninspired to author or do much of anything as I've been for the last few days, just know that it will pass. Go back and look at the good times and days you've had. Look at that fantastic rally we had in December and last spring. Do you think that won't happen again? Sure it may take awhile but I'm leaving my money here because I think it will.
So here's my plan to get back to it....I have some time tomorrow to spend online and I'm going to buy a bit more steem and power it up so I can help start funding a new initiative to support minnows who are interested in photography known as 
I'm also gonna get my delegations out to the SSG bots and make a point to get on here and interact with some folks that I haven't talked to in awhile. All anyone's really seen of me this week is my autovotes and the occasional comment and manual vote.
That'll change tomorrow. And while the crypto market may continue to decline and that may be disheartening for now, I'll keep dollar cost averaging and one day that will pay off. And if it doesn't, oh well. It's money I can afford to lose and could just as easily be lost in the stock market casino or any other money making attempt / venture.
I'm gonna stop here because I'm seriously rambling and you're probably losing interest. But I will give a more detailed update on my latest delegation endeavor to try and help the minnows in the community just a little bit.
It's good to be back on the blockchain leaving my mark and I look forward to catching up with you guys and gals this weekend. Hope it's a good one for you!