I've been having this brain fog now, I just took my dose of appetite enhancer and what it does is it makes me sleepy. The combined sleeping effects of my Gabapentin and the sedative side-effects of my appetite enhancer just makes me want to sleep it off considering that no more caffeine is influencing my brain to be up and stimulated.
Now the opposite is happening to my body right now as I am very sleepy which I do hate because I have to work in order to get some earnings that I can patch for me medical needs and I can only do that if I can be more up than being down and sleeping.
I just regard sleeping as a waste of time even though our bodies needs it. We just spend more than a quarter of our lives sleeping so it is to consider because we just live in a very short period of time. People that we know and love sometimes just passes-by like a flower that once bloomed will soon wither and die.
So it does suck that we age but when I was young I can't wait to be an adult and wear jeans all the time and go somewhere without much restriction or parents preventing you from going. But now my fate is different, I go where I do not want and I cannot go even though I want it to happen due to circumstances like my disabilities.
