If not from my infection yesterday I might be more fine and dandy today but right now I might have to take another fever pill because I am starting to feel another mild fever coming in. But I will not take it until I am certain that fever is building up again in my system.
Before dialysis yesterday I was able to walk satisfactorily and it means that my feet joints are not in pain. All it means is that my overall bone healing is underway. In fact my lingering back pain is almost completely gone that I never notice it at all now so I am quite happy that my parathyroid medicine is doing.
Last night's infection incident might have been worse if I was having my usual joint and bone pain because the chills will definitely strain every joint in my body. Today I still feel the wear and tear of last night's disaster and I am afraid that if it would continue to be like that it would contribute to my deterioration.
Despite all these challenges within the challenge in my life I still wanted to continue and pursue on achieving my goals. One goal is to improve my bone health and it is making an improvement thanks to my endurance and perseverance in taking my parathyroid medicine.
But I am not taking my parathyroid medicine today because it will make me feel more ill. I will just wait until I am ready again so that I can carry on the misery that the medicine is causing me. I hope that God would give me more time so that I can prove to the world that somehow there is still hope for people like me that is suffering to bone degeneration plus having a kidney condition.