As a very sick person I do not anymore want to live long but I just wanted to only get into my goals for my family, to make them live comfortably especially for my parents who are already old with no one to support them except my siblings which is really not enough.
But I will not lose hope in getting the necessary operation for three things which are all a punch on the moon goals. They are for my facial reconstruction surgery. I have a disfigured face or head for that matter and it needs to be corrected so that at least I could eat normally and speak normally again without much effort.
I also want a parathyroidectomy because the medicine for my hyperparathyroidism condition makes me sick and my well-being down to the floor. I cannot be like this forever and I needed a solution and that is the only solution was to take most of my parathyroid so that it won't wreck havoc anymore into my body system and cause pains and bone degeneration.
Next is my goal for a kidney transplant. It will solve my need for my dialysis which is very tiring already. It might solve my hyperparathyroidism too which will lead to an outright bone healing. And of course it will bring back my stamina and strength supposedly and my well-being as well. In short I will feel normal again.
But there is still fear and worry in me that I might not achieve my goals. All I can do is to hope that some of them can get done in the future and save me from some of my life misery. It is a hard life that I am managing but I just have to persevere and not lose faith on crypto because it is the only way that I can save myself and beat this peculiar health issue that I have one and for all.