I am trying to purchase and use the medicines that my Endocrinologist is prescribing but I am still not seeing the results and it is more than a year now that I am battling and enduring my parathyroid medicine. She will then I think double the dose which I will definitely not be able to both take and purchase anymore.
What happened in the hospital parking lot is regrettable and sad for me. My father was just helping me and here I am unable to control my mouth, all because of my stupid pain issues.
Even my Kidney doctor I think doesn't want me as her patient anymore as I was asking for a better pain-reliever through my nurses and she was not responding. So I went home not having a prescription that I needed so I just have to take the NSAID which is ringing my ears already.
It will just boils down to my own efforts on how I could go and solve my pain problem. If only suicide is okay then I would do it but it is just foolishness because I had already came into this stage but then again I am in trouble and in a new kind of pain. Nobody can help me.