When I feel pain and discomfort I just get the thoughts of I wanted to give up my fight and die. But if when pain subsides and I get some needed rest I would never get the thought of what experience that I had been subjected with before and I would regain my composure and look what lies beyond again upo my future and plans in life.
So it is important for me to be comfortable all the time and to get rid of the things that makes me uneasy and uncomfortable with my life and I always make it a point to learn about the cause of my overall pain and deal with it so I can solve it.
In that way even though I am a sick I can still live a life with happiness and joy and I thank God that there is also steemit that is giving me an outlet from my thoughts and giving me rewards at the same time. And that I think is a good kind of therapy for my mental faculties so I won't get insane.
Being so sick just doesn't stop me from making goals in y life. Often my goals are so big that it becomes unthinkable especially from the people around me but is so much possible and it makes me get excited but still praying that all my goals won't outlive me or I will definitely get an unfinished business here on earth.
I am just praying really that God would give me more strength for my body and mind and the steemit community to support me until I achieve my mere impossible goals that will transform me from a wiggly grub into a beautiful, beautiful butterfly.
It is just a matter of time but time is of the essence and is a privilege for me because I know that I do not have much of it left so I am using all my time as fruitful as I can, it is an interesting and an exciting life, God help me.