My dialysis session last time made me went home with an extra 2 kilos in my system so in effect it gave me a little bit of an allowance to take in fluids and that means I could get breathless much faster and the weather today is not cooperative because it doesn't allow me to perspire and take off extra fluids from my body.
I did scrimped my fluid intake today and naturally even though I tried I had the inevitable result of being out of breath. With just a little distance to walk it seemed like an eternity and I feel like dying so I am terrified of walking now. I just use the wheel chair to move around so that it I will be saved from walking a cutting my hardship.
I went to sleep early because of my previous activity. Sitting is not a relaxing way for me as I have to lean back and forth almost every three minutes because of the pressure being created on my back. That thing made me weary despite that I took an energy drink. I slept and I woke up in the middle of the night at 16 pat 1:00 AM because I am feeling like a fish out of water, it is not a good situation.
I will be saved soon at my dialysis today but it is still 14 hours away and it is a long, long wait for a patient that is breathless and awake. It would be better if I am sleeping as I won't be able to track the time. I just wanted to sleep for an eternal slumber but I have to finish my goals in life both medically and also for my lovedones. God help me so I just needed to be more brave and prayers all around.