I haven't felt this feeling ever since I had those once a week dialysis sessions and my body is just weak and heavy right now. I refused to eat because my mouth just feels like I had chewed some bitter herb of some sort and it is lingering. But I could eat if only I do not feel the sensation of drowning when I do.
Add to that my struggle all night just trying to sleep because I cannot breathe. When I eat I just gasp for air and it is just like that when you are so saturated with fluids that any additional load into your body may it be food or water makes you feel like a fish out of water.
When I turn over I would hear this shifting water in my lungs because they do have water in them and that is what I am trying to take out with my request to my nurses but it falls to deaf ears. My hope is for the weather to help me because I don't perspire and perspiration helps me get rid of extra fluids that helps me with my breathing. God help me.