I don't know if I ever would achieve that dream unless maybe I get to have a kidney transplant and I don't know if a kidney transplant will be possible for me to realize but as soon as I could secure my finances I will plan to do it. Only now I have to patch up my parathyroid problem for a while because a transplant is still not financially possible.
But a kidney transplant will solve a lot of my problems because for one thing I will never go to the dialysis center and mingle with people who don't like me. I will never have to prepare going to and fro with the aid of my parents or siblings.
One important thing is that my phosphorus-calcium level will get normalized so my parathyroid will not get affected by such imbalance and with that I will or might stop my medication for it too. It means that I can enjoy things in life that should be basically enjoyed normally like a good and normal appetite and a pain-free body.
Ultimately the sleep among other things will get improved, I can see myself sleeping like a baby and then waking up feeling refreshed and not like I am currently experiencing which is waking up with a racing heart and being breathless.
But I must still strive for the best for myself it is a hard road to success especially in my situation but I will just persevere until I get to achieve my goals with hard work because I know that in this world there is no such thing as easy,, all are achieved with work and efforts.