It has been a while since I am at ease with my breathing and my nurses seemed not to care about my welfare and I already knew for a fact that they really don't give a shit so to speak if i would live more or die tomorrow. They all just are concentrating about their own conveniences about the patients dialysis treatment like just to get things done and fast and go ahead working and doing the next patient.
Lots of my co-patients already died because of drowning with their own body fluids and I feel that I am next to die with them because of these nurses who I believe really are making us just their guinea pigs and I am human and I can sense what they are up to and their works are just seen from the products of their hands and in my case is my hardship as a dialysis patient in their so-called "care." I can't feel their care, just a bunch of uncaring unprofessional bastards.
It is hard being in my position where I will have to put my own fate into the hands of some people who do not even knew me. It would been better if they know what they are doing but if they don't and you are the one who will be subjected under their mismanagement and ill-treatment then you will just count your days faster here on the face of the earth.
I had been pleading for my dry weight to get adjusted for may months now but now every time I would go home from dialysis I would be even given a heavier weight so a day before my dialysis I can't breathe normally now and it is because of these nurses who are killers on their own right and have no business being in the medical field just like my doctor, just incompetent and have caused the deaths of many patients who could have been still alive today if not because of their inexperience and no common sense.
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