Today after I tried eating in front of the TV I was able to do it with a bit of a struggle, I noticed that I can eat soft foods much easier since I can close my mouth but with foods that needs a lot of chewing I really have to be careful but I am happy that somewhat I can eat upright and I hope that this is the start of my improvement.
After eating I decided to wash my hand and my face because it was really hot today and I felt the stickiness of my arms, face and my body and I just needed to clean up. And so upon walking to the sink I have to really get the guidance of my mother, it is now difficult to walk but I am still thankful that I can walk nonetheless.
Washing my hands, arms, face, and neck on the sink is another matter. I was careful not to injure myself with my calculated movements. It was exhausting and I was struggling to finish off. My chin is striking my chest whilst I am trying to wash my nape area. So I managed anyhow to clean up although I am not okay with the results.
I then took the guide of my mother to my bed and just finished up with a bit of sponge bath in bed with my bib/handkerchief. Now it just proves that I am no longer normal for that matter, I am just basically disabled. I cannot get so sad about my situation now an d with these body problems I will just focus on how I can feel better each day.
I am praying to God to go and give more life and strength for my parents, they are my hands and feet, the extension of my being and I will get a hard life than what I am struggling now with if something happens to them. God Bless my parents and also my steemit family around the world.