My only wish in my life is to never have a much worst bone condition than I am having right now because right now is the worst it can get or at least much closer into being terrible. But fortunately before things within my body goes into the terrible level, it went sideways and into a much better improved condition which I hope will stay there for the remainder of the times that I am treating myself with my needed medicine for my parathyroid.
It is just my wish for my appearance to not get much worst than it is now. As of the moment I am a scarecrow for one of my nephews because I am like a boogeyman for him. When he sees me he feels scared and cries. So I just felt sad for nephew because it was my plan to get a closer relationships with my younglings and now they seem to be getting estranged on me, all because of my appearance.
Well I couldn't care less about all that because it will soon change when my nephew grows a little more and realize that there is nothing to be scared about this little butterfly. But one of my main concerns is my social life and it is somehow being affected with my strange appearance because I had been a freak show lately and people just stares, look, and whisper at a sight of me. You could say to not mind them but of course it does affect me emotionally.
It is just my wish that I can be able to continue to be able to purchase my expensive medicine because it really is expensive. Although my medicine is expensive, it is very effective I should say because it has dramatically improved my well-being and somehow I felt a relief on my longstanding misery of body pains. So now my bones are healing and it is a great thing for me because I can live with no more worrying about everything getting worse than they are now and I am thankful and grateful about it all. God bless the #steemit community.