Today despite that I am breathless I managed to sleep a bit but intermittently and I am still thankful because it made me rest my mind with its much needed recharging and in turn makes me retain my sanity because I know that without sleep a person could get crazy which I actually had seen happen from a lot of persons that I knew especially from illegal drug users and abusers and to my few fellow patients who had a worse case of insomnia.
Sleeping is very important for me so I always make it a point to get some and I eventually get a few hours of it although not in a continuous manner. It just alleviates some of my body pains and it helps me feel better with my body. I just needed some silent space which I actually am lacking with the house setting that I am into where we are near the street. But being in a more silent setting is quite boring for me so sometimes being near the street has its advantages somewhat.
I am also thankful that it is my dialysis today, a day earlier than my supposed schedule. It is because I did requested for this schedule because of my breathlessness. My nurses has also plans to adjust the patient's scheduling this week so I figured out that I might get a later date so I was the one that notified them first to make my schedule earlier so I won't suffer much in waiting because of my difficulty in breathing. So I am thankful to God that I got an earlier dialysis today.
I am also thankful that somewhat my parathyroid medicine doesn't give me much trouble. I have noticed that if I brushed my tongue or eaten a little it goes away. Of course it is better to have not to take the medicine in the first place so I can eat better but I need my medicine in my system though so I am just glad that I have found a way to counter that butter taste in my mouth even for a little while.