To be deformed is one thing but to get hordes of disabilities along with deformities just is like putting salt unto the wound or kicking a downed opponent after beating it.
I always feel it to be like that and like as I was daying always I couldn't care less about my appearance because what I like to return is the normal functionung of my body from being able to walk again, speak normally again, eat normally again upright without anymore difficulties, and all that.
But right now I so thankful about my alleviated pain issues like my back for example and it is now not a bothersome misery anymore and that is what is important right now.
I am in fact is getting okay with this Lion face because with just a few prosthetic whiskers and fangs I could look cool amd could possibly turn into a celebrity. n_n