If I do not take at least some NSAIDs or my usual anti-pain medicine then even rolling on my side and sitting up is very difficult to do, much more if I would get up and walk towards the bathroom and do my usual personal hygiene. But I am still on search for ways to alleviate my pain on top of taking my parathyroid medicine which is very vital for my health.
I am in a very difficult situation because I am only the sole supporter of myself financially and if I would stop earning for myself then I will be just left alone and wither in agony. That us why I am working as hard as I could and using the God-given strength and opportunity that I could use because I know that nothing is permanent.
I am terrified on my future because my fate is in the balance, so I am mitigating by working hard like an ant preparing for a rainy day. But my life already has a lot of storms, my whole life is in a major turbulence, I am like a surfer which ride the tidal wave of problems but unlike a surfer I am not enjoying it.
I am not enjoying my life, it is a lie if I say that life is all well because I am just surviving my condition and the only difference was I am receiving love and support form my steemit friends on the background, far more help I received from my family, Church, politicians, and friends combined.
So I am fighting just to stay afloat to show my friends here that our fight will no be in vain because my goal is clear, to win over the most difficult medical condition and I am ready to be spent and to spend to achieve all my dream goals in my lifetime. God help us.
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