I love the look of arbutus trees this time a year, red bark peeling off exposing the fresh skin underneath. This arbutus tree has taken a pretty good beating over the years and looks at one point as if it almost died. The top of the tree has fallen off but new shoots have grown producing green leaves to continue the photosynthesis keeping this abused tree standing.
Sometimes I feel like this tree, standing in a world without my top. I know how tall I should be but there is no short road to regaining my height. I have to grow, produce new shoots, reach for the sun once more and endure the abuse mother nature can throw at me. I will not be defeated yet the trauma I endure along the way is easily recognized skin deep.
This is my second week back to work after my two week stress leave. I’m finding myself fairly sluggish feeling and semi unmotivated. It is most likely the medication they have me on leaving me with a feeling of not wanting to be on camera, I just feel really low and that isn’t what I want to share with all of you. In this last week I have started writing more articles and posting more pictures, like once before when I lose my way I go back to where I started searching for that path to rediscover my height. If you find yourself struggling at times just remember one thing “you are not alone“ I am here struggling with you!
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