Stage 4: I SHOCK
At some point, I realized the system is irrevocably broken or even worse, likely corrupt, possibly corrupt to the core. Trying to effect change from within seemed a huge waste of energy. I didn't know what to do, had feelings of futility, and attempted to make sense of the non-sense. The more I rationalized the worse I would feel. There can be only one logical reason for a world with so much abundance, yet so few have access to it. A bunch of greedy psychopaths controlled everything, I reasoned. The entire system is choreographed, a symphony of destruction. The economy is not autonomous, it is driven, and headed towards a cliff. Booms and busts, expansion and contraction, bull and bear, are all planned, they have target dates. Republican and Democrat, are wings of the same dark raven, an illusion of choice. Pharmaceuticals are not meant to heal, but to ensure long term profit? Vaccines cause far more issues than cure? Central Banking is a scam that causes currency deflation? Cures exist, but are hidden, while patents and licensing are tools of suppression. Massive overlap exists between corporate board of directors and Government agencies.
Stage 3 here - https://steemit.com/awareness/@damono/an-autobiography-of-an-awakening-i-stage-3
Stage 2 here - https://steemit.com/awareness/@damono/an-autobiography-of-an-awakening-i-stage-2
Stage 1 here - https://steemit.com/awareness/@damono/an-autobiography-of-an-awakening-i-stage-1