"PUNISHED BY LOVE"- Upvote in the name of LOVE :)

In no time, we became so close
Yellow became red, the color of rose
We became one, and so our shadows
My ill-lit life, became full of rainbows

Sometime I wonder why me, so nobly gifted
On my vacant heart, love song wafted
I wonder why; why my soul shifted
Midas touch of her love, my life assisted

She planted a seed, for love indeed
Heaven never shrink, time never freeze
Until she fade, her breathe got seized
Left an abandoned world, to make me pleased

Now I wonder why, every now and then
Why I deserve to be, on list of sinful men
To die a painful death, over and over again
Pointless life ahead, just living in vain

Thanks for giving your valuable time to read.