I have talked about many of victims who have suffered from gun violence in Chicago and this evening I have become one them. His evening when I came home from attending a jazz in the park event I was greeted with the sad news of my cousin was gun down in a home evasion, my heart is broken and now I must go through what countless other have been through. My heart is at a stand still and as I type these words tears will not stop falling from my eyes. I know there is god and I cant question him on why this has happen to me but I do know my love for my cousin and count less other will continue to move on who suffer through this as I have . I just want to say that I love you Christopher and you will always be in my thoughts