'' The kingdom of God is in each one of us. '' What wise words said that great teacher, sublime but with the clear message.
My name is Carlos, I live in Venezuela. I'm twenty years old, maybe I'm very young. but I feel like I have an old soul.
In Venezuela the people you want to leave, you have the uncertainty that if you fall in love, your love may go away. You do not get food, which should be something normal, not here, it's a luxury. you do not get medicines, medicines? yes medicines I want you to put yourself in the shoes of a person with a terminal illness or seriousness, and know that you can not cure yourself, or at least medicate to prolong your life, not just wait and wait.
you see how the light of hope is wiped from the eyes of people.
It is painful, I can not explain how there can be so many people with the possibility of helping the neighbor, seeing a child with no future or hopes to eat in a dump .. it breaks your soul .. but, from the light is born the darkness, and the darkness, the light.
I guess everything has a purpose
faith as my mother would say, a woman so brave, so splendid, with her hair as red as a rose, and hence her name, which in spite of adversity is strong. brave, taught me that despite adversity, fear, despair, after the storm comes calm.
Sometimes I do not have food, I do not feel sorry to confess, I could not study, I do not feel less person for that, the intelligence does not derive from living in an institute, I just feel that I have to go through all that, that my mission is much more great and that I have to go through all this to reach my goal, I know that sometimes we do not know what to do, that anger takes us from place to place. in the drift
But the darkness is only the absence of light, we just have to enlighten our being.
Every day I try, as if it were a new day, a couple of weeks ago I finished my ex-girlfriend.
I will not lie to you, it was an immeasurable pain, to feel that you have the woman you love in front and to see her go without looking back
Loneliness does not overwhelm me, it teaches me, as this woman taught me to be a better man, as my life teaches me to be humble every day, someday I will help people, that person who has no medicine, give her and hug her . to tell him that God does not forget him, that he only has faith that everything comes.
Some day when I see that a child has no food, give all my support, and find a good home.
I want to go to Chile to work and thus help my mother, that I never have to work to survive, if not live.
Someday everything will improve, I will follow this blog later
Thank you very much for reading me,
Divinity