I have known myself all my life. I recognize my moods. Today I am itching for an intellectual fight (argument). These are the days I avoid contact with others.
Somewhere in my hereditary makeup I picked up the gene that makes me contrary. I enjoy rebellion.
The strange thing is the cause becomes irrelevant. If you pick a side, I will enjoy defending the opposing point of view.
I understand the sour flavor I leave behind me. I have many memories of damage I have caused with the contrarian part of my personality.
Change of anything natural is tough. My struggles with my irrational behavior is a life-long battle. Nevertheless, it is my problem. I am response able.
If I experience conflict today, it is probably my bad.
Here is today's beauty.
