I watch the clock tick
It reminded me of yesterday
How time flies but leaves behind scars
Memories of the past crowd my heart
Opening up wounds forgotten
Once again it bleeds, bruised by guilt and shame.
How could I leave the past behind
When the scars still hurt this much?
How could I live in the present
When the thought of my deed still pierces me?
I could still feel the pain
Like a freshly cut skin bleeding
My fragile heart is meshed
Left to bleed for the crime I've committed
If only I can change the hands of the clock
To the past that has become my terror
I said as the ticking grew louder
And my heart pumps faster in fear
If only I could mend my broken heart
If only I could take away the pain
If only my past never existed
But they're only wishes