How long was it hurting? How many tears have you released? How heavy was the emptiness you felt? How's the condition of your heart that was shattered into pieces? How was your life without him/her?
Life's unfair. When you love someone the most, they will be most likely to hurt you. When you risk everything for your happiness, you'll end up getting hurt. But despite that fact, you did it. You did risk everything for that one person.
You made that person your world. You made that person your other half. You made that person your life. You were okay with seeing that person happy after all of your sacrifices. You were happy with them. You felt contented. You made them your everything where your life revolves in. You were too thankful for them to come in your life.
It was a Fantasy
Yes, it was a fantasy. A fantasy that all of us wished that will never end. But there's no such thing as happiness for a lifetime, there are problems right next to us. You reached the stage of hurting each other. You guys felt the sparks were gone. What happened to the relationship you thought was perfect? It broke.
Your connection broke. The other half of you is broke. Your soul is broke. Your heart's into pieces. You just lost your life.
I knew that you always made a way to be with them again. But what's more painful? It's when you almost beg for someone to stay even if they moved forward. And you? You're still stuck in the past.
You're still dreaming about the future you'd face with them. You're still dreaming of a happy family you would both do. And then reality kicks you in the face, you'll wake up seeing yourself devastated and incomplete without that person.
You lost your determination towards everything. You just lost it. Everything went from colors to gray. The feeling that was burning turned cold. The laughter turned into tears. Everything turned into nothing.
There's nothing more painful than a broken heart. You can get beaten up, but nothing will change the fact that getting your pieces inside shattered is unbearable. It's unending pain.
Moving on doesn't just last for a night. Moving on takes time. Love leaves a permanent scar unto us. It lets us believe that nothing good will ever happen after we lost everything we did our best for.
Yes, for some reason, you both made mistakes but you also wished you stayed longer. You were holding hands, you were ready to fight life, you were ready to conquer it. But fate played us. You parted ways.
You moved away from each other. You always wondered on what's gonna happen without you him/her on your side. You always wanted to get back. You always wanted to.
But things have changed. You could be happy with someone else.
You know in myself that it might take you forever to let them go in my heart. You don't know if you could do it. It's time for you to step out of the darkness and face the light. You need a brand new start. A brand new beginning of life.
I know you're always thankful that you were with them. I know you would forever treasure your times together.
Maybe it ended too soon, but I believe that one day if you're really meant for each other, you'll be together again.
Love month is coming! :)
