We women sometimes fall in love with people who do not deserve our love and we give a lot and receive nothing in return. It is known that one has to give without expecting to receive anything, but in some cases for example in love it is not like that, if you give love you expect it to be reciprocal.
I think that if you do not feel anything for someone you should not show the opposite, since there are people who are deluded and suffer because of your mistake.
Do not deceive or play with the feelings of people, according to the law of life what is done here is paid.
Today I feel very sad and somewhat disappointed because I fell in love with a person who just played with me and did not care what I felt.
Everything was very beautiful. We were friends for a long time, he always called my attention but I saw it as an impossible love. I just agreed to see it and that's it.
One day I invited myself to leave and I could not believe it, I immediately accepted and there my agony began, I stopped visiting my friends and family to be with him, I started dieting because one day he told me I was fat, I was missing classes to escape with him and sometimes he did not arrive, he left me waiting on the bench in a park, and then he came to my house as if nothing mattered to him.
Maybe I was the one who got excited by myself or the circumstances that led me to that.
Could it be that when he said he loved me it was a lie?
That it was only for me to accept being with him?
Listening to his words when I finished with me without giving any explanation was very difficult for me, I think that at least he deserved a reason or a reason, that you were sincere and at least you told me what I did ?, I always try to please you, stop do so many things for you, and now I see that everything was in vain, that no matter how hard I tried to please you, it did not work, maybe I should have loved myself more and not wait for you to love me so this was not hurting me so much.
We women endure many situations that hurt us and lowers our self-esteem and ultimately is just a waste of time.
I once fell in love and suffered a lot, it was one of those stormy loves, where you only try to please the other and give your life to please him and in the end nothing worth it.
How to return to believe in love?
I think that before loving another we should love and love ourselves and not wait for others to love you, if you are not sure that the feeling is mutual it is better to go carefully and not get excited about someone who does not feel anything for you.