You need to be a kid for as long as possible! But how to keep this state?
As a child, almost no one rode a bicycle in winter - everyone rode a sled.
And if I rolled out my two-wheeled friend on the street in January, then I would most likely be laughed at.
But I still really wanted to ride a bike in the winter and constantly went to this.
Parents discouraged each time (even forbade), explaining this as a banal danger. And they were right.
After all, you need to be an experienced rider in order to maintain balance on ice or be able to drive through loose snow.
But still this moment has come and I was able to ride in the winter. I just didn’t put the bike in the parking lot for as long as possible since the autumn and continued to ride to the first snow.
There were different sensations, from delight, to shame. But I withstood this moral test and even found like-minded people in this matter.
And now ride a bike all and sundry. And me too. But those feelings are gone.
And now it began to strain me: when you wait for something for a long time, but when you get it in the end, you do not feel satisfaction.
It's like it burned out. And there is a realization that I have been waiting and wanting for so long, why now this desire is not there?
But I don't know how to keep it and save it...
I am glad that now is such a time and period in life when you can afford to do whatever you want. Of course, within the law.
You can go downhill, you can ride a bike, you can collect stones on the river, you can take pictures of snowdrifts.
You just need to keep the child in yourself as long as possible.
And if someone starts laughing at you, then it’s better to pay attention to their life.
From childhood to this day, I have always been surprised by people who have no hobbies. How do they live? And do they live at all...