Delay is not denial. Just because you're yet to have it doesn't mean you won't have it.
Never stop believing! Don't stop dreaming.
Keep working towards your goal. Run, walk, jog, crawl but never ever stop.
You have come a long way already, going back doesn't make any sense.
Push on because the only way you can go is up.
It won't necessarily be easy but at the end, it will be worth it.
Stay positive. Have a great week.