In August I painted my at the time the love of my life we met on a group chat and we slowly fell in love with one another she was the first woman to tell me that she loved me she was the reason why I wanted to get into art school she loved to see my work and I just loved to see her face I truly miss her I wish I could talk to her again but I know it can never be. Although we never called ourselves boyfriend and girlfriend we always call each other husband and wife.