It is difficult to make decisions having a broken life, you feel that nothing is going to turn out well or you are prepared for the worst, in my case I must confess that I am very pessimistic and I am very affected by what others think, I know it is not right and although I recognize that I am like this, I live day by day against all those thoughts.
I am at a peak in my life, alone, without work, with material things but very empty inside, with a lot of unfinished projects and also with a broken heart.
These last two and a half years my life was stopped, although I lived very nice things also horrible things, now adding the situation of the country (Venezuela), insecurity and that kills me the anxiety of being alone in places that bring me bad memories, not I know what to do.
I have been thinking about treating myself with some psychologist, I was investigating and I think I have an attention disorder or I am submerged in a depression. My sister will tell me that this is not content for steemit, but they are going to tell me that at some point in their lives they have not felt that way.
Finally in December if this life allows it I will fulfill 28 and I have to make a decision, the majority of my savings will go away with that decision, I will leave behind everything I think I have, I will start from scratch taking nothing but my memories. I do not know yet.