You makes me feel ugly everytime . Everyday you disappoint me and ruin my hours by putting me into my dark place where I don ' t want to be . I don ' t know why you do this to me . Why can ' t you say the things directly to me ? Why you play mind games ? Sometimes , it seems like you need me in your life as much as I need you and sometimes , it seems like I am nothing for you . I want to be happy and I am tired of getting hurt . I don ' t know why I can ' t give up on you even after all this . I still see good in you . I ignore all your flaws . Maybe , I still believe in you . But I am done waiting for you to get change . Its over the limit . I can ' t carry more hurt . Please stop giving me confused feelings . Let me go . I request you to give me the right closure . I have my own life and I want to be sorted . I can ' t wake up daily with these feelings which makes me sad . I want to go to sleep daily being happy . I can ' t hold on more anxiety . Please , stop playing with my emotions . I am kind hearted human and a simple human being .