Now that the big job we've been working on is reaching it's end I will be able to relax and process. I can do the big download on the down low and upload it sky high to the internets in music, art, poetic and story form! Oooh and I want to get back into performance and theatrics! Want to start some sort of music group soon I'm thinking. May have a week off here so could find some time to practice and collaborate with some local talent.
Have had allot of disturbing and unnerving thoughts and experiences there in life times. Artistic crafts here are an opportunity to make something positive out of all of it. I like the idea of even making money from telling stories of being on the lower income range stratum of society. Do good with all that was negative and from the struggle. We learn from uncomfortable experiences. As for all the sad songs well I say stay Judish - take a sad song and make it better!
When I work allot I tend to think allot, plan allot. So when I am done this work I will be able to produce a few works. At least I intent to get some reading done, stimulate my mind and have more to talk about. Ok well I'm off for this last day of work now. I feel fairly refreshed and good!