Was able to take it fairly easier, cruised around the towns with family today. Was able to sleep quite a bit in the day! Then got out for awhile in the evening again. It's really smoky outside right now from forrest fires from the neighbouring province. It was worse last year for smoke. It's really bad around this time now though. Been still thinking allot about life, getting inspired. Flashing back still to previous states of mind to find what I have retained through it all. Had the disturbed parent, lived through it. Was able to love them through their disfigurement. Finding I'm relating to certain musics strongly now. Will go to a show soon and meet one of the artists that reminds me of getting through some troubling times. They even sampled a radio station I listened to when I was in a group home at 10 years of age. Will probably reveal more in a later post.
Going to the city tomorrow for a bit of shopping and will visit my mom there too. Will be another day of getting out. Now we have a bit of time free to relax and get recreational some. Will continue to rest up and have fun with the creativity in the next few days. Feeling the life change, feeling fairly good and right. The next days will be really hot for weather so I should still take care and take it fairly easy.
Now going to bed again fairly soon. Tired now even though had some naps today. That's good! Means I will be able to sleep, perhaps have some dreams to help further work through all the experiences of life. Getting more ready to express, tell my story, tell stories. Ah, feeling good so goodnight.