Oooh I feel that transition time! Theres a whole vibe going on, what's going to happen. The whole life switch seems imminent. My mind is buzzing with inspirations that could take me to the moon! it feels. I'm going to some concerts soon, yes I am seeing The Melvins! Also I'm tripping on this movie Saul Williams is creating called Neptune Frost, I could explain the plot but better if you look it up. He filmed the trailer in Rwanda! I have a friend who lives there so thinking of visiting there before that movie is released. There are blends of languages spoken there and it's going to be reflected in this film. My friend speaks about 10 languages including some bush dialects. Would be really interesting to experience that. Then I would no longer have any excuses not to learn another language. I was thinking this whole concept could really inspire me. I love Saul Williams, saw him perform live in Calgary with K-os! Amazing poetical performance! He is very lucid and dedicated. And my friend in Rwanda is a super nice real guy too, would love to see him again. Never travelled much before except I went to Dominican Republic in 2005 I think. Saw where Christopher Columbus ashes are while there and made the straight faced guards holding guns smile!
Ahh, to immerse in music and culture! That's what seems to be happening to me! There are a few concerts I'm going to this summer and possibly another one or 2 more. Somehow I'm able to get out there. I'm getting more to feeling right, get my lucid groove going on. Been down in a certain mode for a long time it feels, yet this switch feels like it's really happening. I may be able to get what I desire and work on myself and more arty projects soon. I've talked about it for a long time. At least exercising the conceptual brain muscles to not lose ideas important to me. Keep what's important fresh, to not forget your own insights.
So yea I felt some stress, still bugged by current social conditions in society, at the same time I'm feeling better too. Some coming to grips modes are happening. Still don't know what the future holds exactly and that can be scary at times. At the same time I think I'm going to be alright. I'm going to try to break out more. Not just work, sleep repeat, try to engage in my projects. Still requires some planning. The motivations and concepts feel like they are coming through and the planning is starting easier. Comes in waves sometimes, like locking into the groove as much as possible when I can.
So glad to document a little thought review before I nod off. Saying a few things here seems to clear the mind right before bed. I talk here so I'm not thinking much after that. So now I will go back to the happy sleepy time! Getting up fairly early tomorrow.