Feel pretty greatly alright tonight! Glad I got down to make some videos, practice some of the arts, all in the background. I'm getting more of the feeling of the build up. Got out of the house, dropped off at just the mall, hung out there awhile, brought some equipment to make noise on. Was alright time.
So any thoughts on a mass re-distribution on steemit. How can we all be comfortable and not have others take advantage with bots and celebrityism, yet still promote this main idea of quality content. Many agree that the majority of top trending posts ARE NOT of great quality! I think if there were a sort of fund some of these whales could contribute to that has nothing to do with being the highest bidder of these bots that at least others wouldn't feel taken advantage within the current setup of the steemit system. I believe feeling ripped off is a poor way to go or think about it. Shut out is a better way to say it. These insane whales and bots and celebrities should at least put out way more contests and such to show they are sharing! Sharing is caring.
So yea, what else can I do!? But keep going on with my life! Try and put out as much as possible. I've still been staying up rather late, stewing in my brain and soul. It's good! Somehow I've never felt so relaxed. I've always wanted to be more chillaxed, yet I've felt so much turmoil and stress. It is only pure determination and remembering the open reality and plasticity of reality experienced in childhood that helped me stay as right as possible. It's important to feel those stressors and pains, to be real about it. Though the world seems outrageous and insane and can be in many ways in many times...there remains the voice that tells the story without the hype. To let the hype win would be disastrous to understanding and reality itself. Reality experiences is shaped by perception. You learn your own story to see how your perceptions were shaped, then it becomes easier to come down and not be trapped by exaggerating language from the outside influencing thoughts in a biased, dualistic way.
I suppose I'm just going through some thoughts and motions here. Still trying to sort myself out. It's like you know you got something great...some understanding. No one can give it or help but you..yet you need help. Just like the crowdfunding idea of steemit. Sometimes the crowd fund is for the mind, a collective ideas. Even if you are alone you can find books and hear people talk about topics you are interested in. In turn it gives you knowledge from the book your reading to have a conversation with someone if you possibly meet another in that field, read the same book or has the same interest. It's starts with thirst for knowledge and the need to be understood.
Glad I could put out these thoughts tonight! I feel better! I will have a good sleep. Perhaps feel like a different person tomorrow. Have that renewal feeling going on.