Many around are wound up, power tripping in a paranoid frame of mind. I don't want to be in the thought traps, captured by language. I would rather do without than make do. I'm feeling fairly fresh actually. Though the paranoid society is a total freak scene. I know I can talk about it write about it. To me all the tropes are my play-doh. Not worried, don't take it all personally. Still get bugged just don't let it get you.
None of these grudges, guilt or fear. Nothing to feel bad about my self. The paranoid society has people blaming themselves or clinging for re-assurance. It's a point of cheering everyone up. People need a good reason to feel better. I plan to keep on with my thought and all else. Ease into the discomfort. I am not responsible for a group dynamic. I can act within it at the same time create something else.
Tomorrow I will keep thinking, read a bit more, write some more lyrics out, make some more sound. Deal with and come off of the paranoid society, all the traps and tropes, calling people names, gollied by gizmos. I can create my own way. Away from the negative, still deal with the serious. Keep the big heart, not get too depressed or put out. I get weary sometimes but not despair. Too desperate to despair. LOL. Been down so long I lost my taste for the blues. I gotta keep moving and developing. Been a long time coming, come along way, see great times ahead too.
