This is more less the story of my life, being a university student whom relies on capital from his parents, am incapacitated monetarily. Without the stipend coming from home i can't virtually get anything for my self and everyday i wake up realising this i get frustrated.
So i made up my mind, i have to change my situation although i have few colleagues who are in the same situation as i am but so do i have colleagues that can virtually sponsor me, so i thought why settle for less? If they can do it you can, so the first thing i tried doing was changing my friends and this was only due to this picture i saw
So i started trying to mingle with the rich guys the sophisticated ones, so maybe i could learn whatever it is they were doing, it took a while before i got introduced to what they were doing but at the end of the day i couldnt join them because not only is it illegal it is also cruel mainly because my conscience wont let me rest, i couldnt imagine making my fellow being cry just because i wanted to be happy and respected but i did pay a price i went back to square one(the broke boy) but now they wont let me rest, they would mock and belittle me at every possible opportunity and all this resulted in me thinking the more.
I wanted out but i didnt tell you i had a very close friend whom wanted to change is situation(monetarily) like i did want to, my best friend went in and so he started living different, started making money and catching fun and i tell you, nothing feels like your best friend growing and you are not, so as to change my mind he decided to start frustrating me, he literally dangles his money to my face while am broke, at times i almost did change my mind but had always remember the part of hurting people this restricted me a bit, along the line i found a girl someone i love and really did care for so much the first time in my entire life and the feeling was mutual, in this part of the world the male spends for the female i tried my best to satisfy her but my best wasn't enough, so my first love virtually left me when i couldn't treat her the way she had want i haven't gotten over till this present moment that am writing this.
All the above threw me into depression not suicidal though, because i have always believed that there is hope as long as you still existing.
Then i met a friend who threw me a lifeline after disturbing him for a long period he introduced me to steemit, the truth is i joined steemit for the money, to you it may sound unreasonable but it is to me because at least i will have to earn legally although i have fall short of expectation but steemit did give me hope and the more time i spend here the more i realise there is more to life than earning and that is being knowledgeable and staying vast with the things happening around the globe, meeting people and reading amazing articles, have got a lot going on for me as at present so i have little time to visit here or post stuffs but the little time i spend here is helping me grow my thinking ability and it even making me see the world in a different way am having the urge to develop myself so much more than i have ever had even more than the urge i get from quotes and motivational speech, i would forever be grateful to daniel whom introduced me to steemit although am yet to get what i really came here for and maybe i wont be able to get it but i tell you am getting valuable informations here things that will help me become great in life and this little thing as virtually kept me out of depression.
Thank you so much friend and am thanking steemians in anticipation for their upvote.
#my first post this year(2018)! #never make people sad so as to be happy DQmYgwbhjtRKQVcBVnY9DNSVNKQeXCB8TyteSUbgAPKEcSS.jpg
