She's thinking about you.
She's missing you.
She actually fell in love with you.
The Mug on her table contains coffee, she's having coffee because you loved coffee, she hates coffee
She's reading Harley Chase, your favorite author, though she's been on one page for hours, tear drops threaten to ruin the pages of the open novel before her.
They say "those with the highest walls love the deepest"
Sarah had high walls, very high walls
Walls she put up for her own protection
Love was the last thing on her mind
No, love wasn't even on her mind.
Young, Intelligent, Pretty, and Introverted
Raped at age Nine by her Neighbors Undergraduate Son who was home due to the ASUU strike,
The case, settled out of court,
Money exchanged hands, her Father dropped the case,
But her innocence was gone.
Her emotions, dead n' buried.
Sarah has kept few friends ever since, her apathy for the male folk ain't a secret.
She took solace in her studies
Her first class was almost in the bag,
You walked up to her one day,
asked for her number, she told you to go to hell.
You told her you loved her, she called you a joker.
But you were persistent
And soon, her defence fell like the wall of Jericho.
She actually saw the good in you that even you didn't know existed.
She fell head over heels in love with you.
She chose to give you a chance,
You took her on dates,
You showed her the world she had been missing out on,
She actually began to smile again, make more friends,
She looked forward to each day with more enthusiasm,
She was in Love.
She should have listened to her Best Friend,
She should have listened to her Pastor,
She should have listened to her conscience
But she trusted too much.
They say people in love do stupid things
She allowed you discover her nakedness, against her faith,
Against the Word..
Then one day, she called you and you wouldn't pick,
She waved it off,
Soon it was two days, you hadn't contacted her, three days, four days,
She came to your place, you told your room mate to tell her you'd traveled.
One day you sent her a text "It's over"
You'd gotten what you wanted from the beginning.
It was all a game to you.
On to the next fool
To you women are just a tool.
To you its fun,
You do not realize you are actually destroying Lives
Sarah is devastated, back where she started, no, she's lost now, way more than before,
Hurt
Heart Broken
Angry
Depressed
Suicidal
You did that.
You..
She's missed classes for the past one week,
She's lost,
She's hurt,
Without guidance,
she's already on self destruct mode,
Her exams are only a month away but she's stuck reading Harley chase and mourning for you
She's still thinking about you
She's still missing you
She actually still loves you.
But you are too busy,
Busy with your next target, Sandra.
One day, Nemesis will catch up with you
You will pay for all the hearts you've broken.
You will, Mr Playboy.
For now have Fun,
While you can.