My last introduce myself was really wishy washy and I didn't know who I was or where I was going...
But now I know - my life's mission is I am going to make a million and give it all away.
Here is how I arrived at that decision...
As a few of you know it hasn't been the easiest of years. I split up from my husband at the beginning of the year and a non molestation order and restraining notice later, things seem to be calming down. It has not been easy on me, but it has also made my 4 and 6 year olds worried and anxious and even a little bit frightened of their Dad, but we are all working together and are overall a lot happier.
The reason I split up with my husband was because I was able to finally admit to myself that he was emotionally abusing me. He belittled me, he talked over me, constantly told me to do things his way and my self esteem was at an all time low. I am writing my story and I will share it here soon (it will be called Get Rid of the Wanchor - How to Identify and Escape from Emotional Abuse) and also everything I have learnt about escaping and coping. I know there must be a lot of people in that same situation and everyone deserves to be happy. Life is short, let's enjoy it without anyone weighing us down.
I also didn't really know where I wanted to go or what to do with my life, everyday was about surviving and felt a little bit like this..
Now it's about thriving....
My creativity is coming flooding back - hip hip hooray and....
....Today I took up a free week trial with a famous internet marketer, that will cost me $1000 from next week on a monthly basis! It was a bit of a mad move, but I can cancel the payment if things don't work out, but my instinct says it will so I have got to give it my best shot, even if it means no sleep. I am so excited. I'm waiting for my itinerary right now.
This means soon I'd have the money to help people (and get my girls a few treats)
So at the moment, on top of this crazy move, I am busy experimenting and reading and finding passive stuff that works, which I will obviously share here. I have bought so much over the years, there has got to be goldmines galore if only I just try them and add my magic touch to.
One day I dream to have been able to give away a million anonymously. No-one will ever know if I complete this task, except me but the thought keeps me going. I will do it.
I don't have someone who wouldn't let me do that in my ear now.
In September, both my girls will be at school all day and I will be making ripples, then waves
Life is happening right now after being submerged so long by negative emotions.
I am breaking free and I'm taking people with me!
Are you one of them?
